erase &rewind

people
places
faces
why is it so hard to change a habit?
to let the vacuum enter your life and suck certain experiences in.
the obsession of writing the script of a never-ending book is on me...
I see the lines in my head while observing people.
she is crazy, talks a bit too much but it is just because she wants to make a important point. she is not boring, not at all. he is nice to talk to, though deadly confused of what he wants to do in life.she needs someone to be gentle to her - too much of playing the role of a matcho girl.he has the cutest smile and loves fun...but then what.she is afraid of growing old and being alone and she never stops talking about herself.he wants to reach out for her but God, she is too much and scares him...I mean who wouldn't be scared...
and this never ends...
erase. and rewind.

a quote

"...she wanted words with the heft of stainless steel, sounds that have been boiled clean, like a surgeon's instruments, tools with nothing attached except meaning that could be looked up in a dictionary - empty of pain and memory and inwardness"
/ from The Hungry Tide by Amitav Ghosh /