chasing smiles

men are smiles.
nothing less, nothing more.
a huge, Prabaker grin
(now, do not ask me who Prabaker is!)
a purring tom-cat's smile
the funny-sad clown-face with the sun-shining eyes
of someone i have seen only twice
(and once in a dream, but it doesn't count)

stop chasing dreams, will ya?
start chasing men, not smiles!

the dark knight and the light one

two knights live in her heart
the dark one brings tears in her eyes every time
makes her wake up at night and fear
the light one makes her smile
love life and live, after all and above all
who is the one to win over her heart?
and what happens to the defeated one?

under the stars

and she was there
under the stars...
untamed
free
happy
she danced wildly
looked at the stars
spoke a bit with some people
thought about the men she loves
and she tried to escape the sticky stares and fake compliments
she thought how much u look like your mother
and wished you could be there
but she will let things happen and trust life.
and continue re-tuning the vibration to get the right frequency.

parallel worlds

She exists in two parallel words...
The world "here and now", the what people call "material world" is just a temporary stop.
With little bridges to the real world beyond, the world of the eternal soul.
A Saturday afternoon in the misty Lodi gardens, around tombs with smeared outlines and mosques that someone has woven poetry into.
Meaningful solitude.
Cosmic music.
Sensual pleasures that pull u out of the mundane and place u in the whirlpool of very personal, yet very universal emotions.
The feeling of closeness beyond physical presence.
She is sometimes so bored by the "here and now"...
Thank God for the real world!

...desire...

closing my eyes...
my hips move with this rhythm
the music vibrates in me
in my body
in my soul
i am a belly dancer
my eyes burn your skin
and my moves leave bruises to your heart

...desire...

revelation

the beauty
the innocence
the freedom
the universe
life itself
in her eyes.
she is untamed.
out of this world.
all soul.
she is special
beyond words.

it is so easy to
fall in love
with her.

yet the price
is too high
and few are
willing to pay it.


some things
are not for sale.