I did it!

I did it.
I spat out the truth.
I made the confession.
I typed the painful words, thought over and over again during all these months.
I told you, what I did not allow myself to tell u for all that time.
As I expected - u had known it all the time.
I don't know if I feel lighter now...and I can only guess how you feel.
It is better not to know at this point.