When you loose faith in one of your dreams...
I had a dream.
It was called AIESEC Bulgaria.
I think I lost faith in it yestreday.
I had many hard times, went through lots of hardships, but I also had good times, great fun and great friends.The thing that hurt me the most was the ugly way politics was done by some people in the organisation.
Without any style, just ugly...
I was elected MCP, and the people that wanted to join the MC team just said - we have a different vision.Well, I guess it was harder for them to admit the truth - that they did not believe in me.That for them, it mattered to be a team of friends, not a team that anyone trusts in.
Then I found that our "leaders" had done not so beautiful stuff I couldn't classify as leadership...like hacking my e-mails. Like smiling in my face while stabbing me with a knife in the back.
Well, all forgiven and forgotten.These people will never change, and luckily...I will never change and become like them.
But what I lost yesterday was the belief that something can be changed in this organisation. The belief, that, after all, my efforts to change some mindsets were not in vain.
But mistakes were repeated.
And I just lost my faith and I decidet to close that page.
I am not blaming anyone. I know that the MC had very good intentions. The LCs as well I guess, the MCP and MC candidates too.
Yet - good intetntions are not enough to make mature choices obviously...
I wish you good luck, AIESEC Bulgaria.
You will surely need it in future.
Labels: AIESEC, moods, reflections
posted by Sve @ 7:18 AM
4 Comments:
come on... this is not the situation... i was there, and this is not the case. things do change. u need to believe:)
hey Sve:)
look on the bright side of life:)
you need to let people do their mistakes and learn from them. in some cases help them learn and re-learn.
even a bad experience is experience:)))
and sometimes is time just to let go. and hope for the best.
i am sure everyone will have the 'aha' moment when they are ready...
its just a metter of time.
take care. hope that you are ok ;)
I suppose the wisest thing I could say about the situation is "shit happens".
I have always supported the idea that you should be e pesimist and when somethinbg good happens to you will be pleasantly surprised. If you put too much trust in someone or something (say AIESEC) and things turn out bad, you will be disappointed. Perhaps it sounds lonely but "belive in yourself, not in others" is a good option.
Once again I would like to thank you for letting me share my superior wisdom with others by using your blog.
Yours very truly,
Wolfy
Hm
I am looking on the bright side of things, guys.
But not in the case of AIESEC Bulgaria at the moment, I am sorry:)
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