Masochistic and easily bored -is that a problem?

These days were quite emotionally interesting again.
After you have declared the decision to become a Muslum and every text message had the name Allah at least three times in it.
At first I was scared that you will become a fanatic - you have to be living on the edge. Then, I thought - this might be the releif I was looking for - since you found faith somewhere, I shouldn't try to giving you mine:)
Now I feel quite free and enjoying my freedom. Read a book, called "Intimacy" by a Pakistani writer Hanif Kureishi.
How close is this guy to the things I feel and the person I am!
He is "supposed to be happy" with his wife and chikldren, at least the conventional happines should be there - but it is not. He wants to keep on searching, as the "conventional concept of happiness bores him". He wants to find something extraordinary, the love of his life...
Well, I am thinking - I am more or less the same. I get so easily bored by steady situations. I need to feel I am striving for something. I have to feel the pain, the regrets, to relive them:)
Funny, ain't it...
Will see how I can overcome that :)
(Boris will say here - listen to Mozart:):):))