Uneasy...

I have some very good reasons not to feel at ease these days...
1.I have to change flats(well - in fact I cannot call my room in Student's town a flat, but still, I have to move out in 3 days).
2. One month has passed from my internship and I feel completely insecure. I am not sure if I am doing anything well, indeed, not sure if I have any chance to stay working here after the internship is over. And I feel scared to ask anyone:(
3.The guy I've been in love with for quite a long time now, started to be really gentle and romantic. I do not have any expectations of course, yet we were joking that it's time he met my mother, and he should buy me a wedding ring.Well, as I know him, he is quite crazy and might really do so...Oh, what shall I do then:)
4.I am feeling more and more concerned by the direction that AIESEC Bulgaria is heading. Yet I have no right to judge anyone, as I am also involved in the creation of what the organisation is today.
I feel extremely lazy both in the physical and mental sense of it. I hope it is just because of the summer...