Varna...a part of my story

In Varna now, due to my Graduation thesis.
Not very useful though, as my tutor shouted at me and it seems that I will be finishing univeristy in September.
Mum will kill me...
Anyways...I was so Excited about the Hostel, I really want to build this thing, to offer these services, to have these people there, in Veliko Turnovo...I believe this is my BIG dream, that I will strive to realize during my whole life...and if I see it happen, I might be the most staisfied and HAPPY person...I do not care much that someone decides that my ideas are not "suitable to be presented"...
I went to the beach...I missed the sea so much and it was like a dream come true...Sitting on the sand, listening to "Chan Chan" (and the waves splashing) and watching the sea...The wind blowing and drops of water falling on my face...
Just pure relaxation, without thinking about anything - I felt so far away from my own life and self...so close to that eternal circle of water...
Then, I walked through the sea garden, remembered the days when I used to work in a kindergarten and take the children to the beach.
How sad that we usually take things for granted. I took the sea for granted.Love also. Success...
I know that I will manage and everything will be alright. I do not know if I am heading in the right direction - I will start a traineeship in "Capital" newspaper on Monday. It is so promising and exciting...
Yet I feel a bit guilty about University...
Hope that you will help me forget when we meet tomorrow.I always forget bad things when I meet you...