"First times" week:)

This week is a lot about "first times".
I went for the "first time" with a car and a photographer for a reportage.
I went for the first time to an AIESEC cocktail as a non-AIESEC person and felt so strange.
I was supposed to organise the Alumni Last Thursday meeting for the first time. Well, I reserved a place with live karaoke, which was not the best try :)
Tomorrow i will be going on a business trip to Botevgrad...for the first time:)
But there some things that I realised again and again...
I had a meeting with Emo about legal stuff and I again realised that however bright and smart and moral and disciplined he is (and he really is) - he has to go through fire to become a real good leader. Glad to have a good basis for that:)
I also realised that some things will never change. AIESEC will hardly move back to the times when Pafo and Koceto made us believe that "results, measured in lives changed matter".
And...I had forgotten - miracles do happen. The day after I was lying in my bed, crying and praying for this little piece of love to help me survive - I spent some time with u and my heart was filled again with the desire to live.
I believe that I am close to my balance.