my emotional self speaking...

Why should I feel OK with the fact that someone told me " I will be with you forever...I want you to be a mother of my children...I will go till the end of the world for you"...and then ...some months after start speaking about his new "love"...
Oh, please, give me a break...I do not believe in "forever"...I believe in egoism. I appreciate it. People should have their choices and when you love them - you should let them go...Love...Ha...Is it possible that I feel the person I felt closest now to be so far away...He slept in my bed yesterday. I was worried not to touch him accidentially...as if he would burn me...
I am so worried to touch the other one too. I don't want to scare him away. Although I know he will never come as close as I need him to come...
Never is such a bad word...like forever...
Why should we have time and space.
I know that what I need is beyond them.