post-IPM reflections

Two days after coming back from IPM in the Netherlands I am completely and totally back to reality.
I am looking at the pictures and thinking - is it possible that it seems so long ago that I have been at this great place with these great people.
Was it me, or was it someone else?
I always find it challenging to "come back to reality". I am so inspired now, with so many ideas and so much positive energy...and yet I am afraid that this might fade away...
It is time for self-reflections anyway, and I am still confused about my future. Naturally I want to go for AIESEc, as I believe I can hardly find the same amount of passion and great energy and creativity in any company. Yet I am more eager to start something new, to go for extensions, rather than go to an established place and do the "usual". I want to have something challenging me ...not that my current position is not challenging...yet, I would like to be building new things, rather than trying to make repairments in current things.
Yet, challenge has a limit and I dunno what is my limit ...am I able ( or I just think I am) to really go so far? I believe I am a strong person...But "strong" ...does it have a definition?
Maybe the only way to find out is just to go for it...