home sweet home...

Today I was travelling to my hometown - Veliko Turnovo. I always love going back there...although I sometimes feel that soon nothing will be linking me with the place...Somehow all my friends are around the world, somehow, I myself feel more like a "citizen of the world" than connected to some concrete place.
On the bus I kept thinking about myself, my qualities and things I have to improve, my strange emotional world and my so unclear future... I am so abstract and untidy in my thoughts...and this might be a huge problem.My thoughts are like a tornado sweeping everything around, yet, unstable in its existence. The moment I believe I have found peace of mind...something is shaking me again. I reached a conclusion that I need spiritual guidance - a religion or philosophy to "tame" the tornado...
Today I said "Goodbye" to one of my best friends - Mury, who is going to work for 6 months on an ocean liner. I will miss her...We were walking around the old part of the town...and I felt so much at peace...like I always do when I am with "soulmates".
Hope we will meet soon...somewhere around the worls. It is always exciting to find out that you are "at home" anywhere since you have people so close to you.